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Friday, May 31, 2013

I See Too, In Darkness

As the sun rises, shinning;
So too it goes away
By clouds that give it a break
By the earth, because it moves
And the sunlight cools
And there is night.

At times the moon helps with the stars
And we have some light at night
I like the night
The thick dark night
Alone. Without the lights
In the deep of nowhere
Rolling in the dark
Walking its length.

I see easily in the dark
With no special strength
I create the lights with a tap
Not because I'm a saint
Or a sinner
Or was born with a seal
No.

I can walk through the darkest pit
And I'll be fine
Because I've trained myself to be
And I'm always...training
Learning.

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

la Kyana



I wasn't heartbroken
Not in the sense of it
More like "let-it-go"
Or you will get it so.

She is the best of ladies,
If she ends up to be the last
I felt, loved and missed her
But she pushed me farther



Three times I called us quit
The chances were more,
To make us right, bonded
Sadly, the lies got us ended

I wasn't without some scars
I got drowned into hers
And I got to wiping it
To take us to purity

I couldn't, I... Yea, I couldn't
Now I'm back into my skin
Wishing her a life that glows
The beautiful one I did know

Goodbye la Kyana
Most beautiful angel
Keep thy heart beating
You will get back to dancing.

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Bearded Child


Today I’m supposed to be seeing a child
A baby, my first… but again, I’m the child
A tall, too thoughtful and bearded child

I was the stubborn child, to my dad
To my mom, a good son, a brave lad
If for her alone, I can never go bad

I'll have a child of my own
Watch it learn and grow
Nurture it to know
Like my parents did me
Like my poetic parents showed me
To train their minds to step the world in great pace.

Monday, May 27, 2013

Temptation


I felt something for her
Sadly, I couldn’t tell it
Because she's married

There were some looks from her
Sadly, she's not told me
Because she's married

I tried resistance
I got a girlfriend
And I no longer longed for Ms Married

Yesterday, Ms Married was at my door
Wanting to use my laptop and internet
Hers was bad and she needs urgency

My girlfriend was not around
So too was Ms Married's husband
We were alone, in my room.

The craves sparked, again
Her curves were well carved out
By her well planned dressing

Smell, flesh touched another
Oh, the feelings been there for us
But it was temptation.

I Fear...


It was sly,
A secret smile
The lies in being fine
And it’s only mine
Chameleon bravery
From a spirit cave
And my murmuring
Sound wave,
"I'm not afraid
Of breathing
Or dying"
Yet it was in odd rhythm
With old songs
In my heart.
Wailing songs.
Saddened heart.

I was,
Afraid.

There was pain
Pain
Brief
Then a relief
It turned over
Now a mind “artor”
A creator
Of healing
And winning.

I am
Not
Afraid

To create desert
In Rain forest
And crop legumes
In Sahara sands.

I fear,
Not the tragedies of life
Not its emptiness.

I fear,
The strangest and weirdest things in life,
Nothing.