How Sinful Am I?

The life that takes you to hell

And the one that leads to heaven

You live it… for what?

Realms above, below?

For you?


When I do well (good)

I do… because it makes me.

And I’m glad….

I could show me.


When I do badly (bad)

Is it me?

Because I’m glad I did?

So… it makes me?



Who made the choices?

I mean from birth….

To environment

To culture

To what I do

To thoughts

In my in and out actions…

You, me, the devil, God…?


The good end up in heaven

The bad in hell…as told

And as well believed.

Can’t the bad just change…?

Like they liked to be anguished in hell?

For some moments of pleasure?

Just… what’s the point?

In all of it…


And yes, the numbers to hell

From what ‘hellers’ are

Far beats ‘heaveners’

And increasing…

As does sins.


And I wonder,

Not for the fear of hell

Or the pleasures heaven awaits

How holy am I?

Just for the sake of me




And what makes me is you

For without you,

I will be holy...

Or sinful.