The life that takes you to hell
And the one that leads to heaven
You live it… for what?
Realms above, below?
For you?
When I do well (good)
I do… because it makes me.
And I’m glad….
I could show me.
When I do badly (bad)
Is it me?
Because I’m glad I did?
So… it makes me?
Who made the choices?
I mean from birth….
To environment
To culture
To what I do
To thoughts
In my in and out actions…
You, me, the devil, God…?
The good end up in heaven
The bad in hell…as told
And as well believed.
Can’t the bad just change…?
Like they liked to be anguished in hell?
For some moments of pleasure?
Just… what’s the point?
In all of it…
And yes, the numbers to hell
From what ‘hellers’ are
Far beats ‘heaveners’
And increasing…
As does sins.
And I wonder,
Not for the fear of hell
Or the pleasures heaven awaits
How holy am I?
Just for the sake of me
And what makes me is you
For without you,
I will be holy...
Or sinful.
