My Angel

I smiled…
Atouch
She frowns

“Angel, what?”
I touched her lips…gently
Oh! The feel

She showed none.

Hey,
I frowned then
She looked up
Blank

She stood,
Roaming

Disturbed,
I picked my jacket
I walked out.

On my way, I heard her...
She hissed

I shrugged.

Oh, I was a mess
And will be one again
Angel is pushing me into Viky's waiting arms
And she knows it

Angel is my girl
Viky is my friend.
Viky is the problem

Viky stays in the neighborhood
My legs were reroute to her place

She saw me from the window

Her hug was warm.
She looked me in the eye
And she understood
She said nothing
She hugged me.
Tighter.

We walked into her room
Hands held together
Bound like it should be

“Angel knows…” I said
Viky sighed…she sank to her bed
She said “...I'm sorry LJ”

I held her
She placed her head on my shoulder
I pinched her neck
Ran my fingers through her long hair
Silent bliss

Then she said
“Go back to her… Please”

Viky…a friend
But we are not what we want
She won’t let us

She likes Angel.

‘Go back’ rang bells in my ears.

On my way home, I reminisced
Memories…sweet
Viky!

Her kiss
Her long legs
Her pretty face
Her soft laughs
Her hands on my chest
Her bits of my nipple

Her fingers caressing those hairs

Oh, Viky!
Now everything gone.

Just let go, LJ!

I stood at the door to my room
I turned the lock

Angel stood where I left her
Now facing me...

I stared, endlessly

My angel...

I walked up to her
Placed my hands round her waist
Drew her close
Breasts to breasts

“I love you angel…” I said
She said…
“LJ, Viky is the problem”
“Was”, I whispered.

Slowly, she held me…

A deep kiss
Colliding our lives-breath

The world varnished.