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Monday, August 9, 2010

All I Have

I picked my fountain pen…
I wrote…
I stood...
I walked…


Nothing

Perhaps lonliness

I played
Droned

Nothing

Maybe I needed to talk…
With him? NO!
Her?

I picked my phone…I dialed
Credit balance...

Nothing

My wallet...
Oh nothing.

I sighed…

From the window,
I imagined…
I heard
I smelt

Nothing

My eyes paid visits

There was nothing

I thought pretty nothing

Memories...nothing

I tapped the wall…
Hard
Some pains

It was nothing

I felt my limbs…
I went to the bed
Whispered to myself…

Again, nothing

Where is my pillow?
Sleep…
Nothing

I felt nothing

everything nothing!

Am I nothing?


Hush!!

I took a breathe

Deep
Again...
Deeper

MY breathe!

I felt the air
yea…

Something

I drew more air
Pushed some out

My breathe
Its all I’ve got

ALL I HAVE